Monday, August 16, 2010

Do what you want to do: A letter to my (most-likely-not) future child.

As you know, traveler
every small town is the same.
You got your retirees,
you’re local coffee shop,
you’re boutique,
and three bars
all in a row.

You don’t know anyone,
but you’re running from them.
You don’t know what you want
but you’re pursuing it
and the chase makes you
tired and hungry,
and you just
want to call mom.

And the boy that lives here,
he convinced you
to leave the last town
you knew for a new
sort of similar—
one that at least get you laid.

He teaches you how
to not care about work
while he receives
a weekly check
from the unemployment office.
He teaches you
the importance of homelessness
while his father
offers to pay
an extra month’s rent.

By the time you realize
this you are so far ahead of yourself
that you are actually behind
the moving vehicle
and suspicious of your
own perception.
This is when
you realize that home
is just a pang of nostalgia
that you can create
anywhere you go
no matter how
awful the company is.

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